_J'ai soudainement eu envie de pleurer. Pleurer comme les enfants qui ont vraiment mal (auxdents). Pleurer, avec de grosses larmes, en croyant presque qu'on se noierait dedans. Qu'on se perdrait dans des gémissements et hoquets sourds qui font tourner la tête par le manque d'air. Tant de fois je voudrais m'affaisser. Délaisser mon corps vide. Qu'on le manipule à ma place, qu'on en fasse quelque chose, n'importe quoi. Corps vide, abendonné, sur draps froissés ? _Mais est c'que vous imaginez seulement la peur qui m'envahit quand je me dis, que dehors, il fait nuit ? Que le soleil a déjà fuit. Que les étoiles ne seront toujours pas là pour moi. Que les nuages seront encore d'un orange trop sale. Que le temps file. Que le temps passe. Mais est c'que vous imaginez cette angoisse ? Le Temps, le Temps ! Est c'que vous connaissez cette poursuite de l'invisible ? De l'innaccessible ?
Et courir sur la neige qui n'souhaite que vous faire chûter.
Je courrais, je courrais.
Et les poumons, qui lentement se glacent.
Je ralentie et j'écris la "VIE".
Capot enneigé et esprit délabré.
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